May 2013
1 post
Whoa… I’m on Tumblr. I gotta be bored.
To all my people who want to know what I’ve been up to:
- I graduated college with a bachelor’s in English Professional and Creative Writing and currently looking into getting my master’s at Columbia college in Chicago. - still working at DQ, but that’s almost done - thank God - Got my heart SHATTERED… twice. -...
September 2012
1 post
Just For Twitter - My Faith Without Steve
Steve’s passing was something I never wanted to talk about before. The man that got me through Shelva’s death and introduced me to God and gave me a future, was gone. I didn’t want to talk about it. In all honesty, I was mad at God. No, I was furious. The person who showed me God’s love was taken away from me, from his family, from everyone. When he passed, I watched as...
August 2012
28 posts
Probably my last Tumblr post ever
So tonight, CRAZY SHELLEY came out. I’ve been in pain all day for some reason. My arm and everything hurt. Here’s how the crazy came to be, in a nice, :
I was at work and I didn’t want be there (shocker!)
My professor emailed me about my job interview and said I will definitely not get it, but it’s great exposure.
Rude customers
Talking about love
Talking about...
My dream last night was awful. I dreamed that I had cancer and I was dying in a hospital bed and my best friends wouldn’t come see me because one of them was getting married. So they were all going to the wedding and I tried to get out of the bed to go, but I couldn’t move.
Then my best friend came in the room and I was crying and I was telling her that I wanted to be there for her. I...
Biopsy
So I had my biopsy on Friday and I have 4 stitches in my right breast. I don’t know how I feel about all of this. I am going to have scars on it. Small, but still they are scars.
I am just so tired of all of this. It has been going on since early April. The last thing I wanted to have done was a biopsy, but we can’t figure out what it is so we had to do the only thing that would give...
Dreaming With a Broken Heart
Having him show up on my doorstep last night hurt. I feel really broken today. I’ve been trying to keep myself busy and not think of it, but it’s nighttime and I cannot help it.
I never want to fall in love. I’ve fallen in like many times and it hurts far too much. If I fall in love, I’m destined to get hurt. And if it hurts this bad, time and again, from just a guy I...
“If God wants us to be together, then He will make a way for us. I don’t want to...”
– Rose (The Healer’s Apprentice - Melanie Dickerson)
Robert Pattinson to Play New Lawrence of Arabia →
completeinconsistency:
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What? Just What?! Remaking a complete icon of a film and then casting Robert Pattinson, of all people, in it? They have my stamp of disapproval.
“A beautiful young woman strides down the sidewalk alone, head down, hands drawn...”
– Jodie Foster, a former childhood actress herself, sticks up for Kristen Stewart in a piece up on the site today. “If I were a young actor today I would quit before I started,” she writes. “If I had to grow up in this media culture, I don’t think I could survive it emotionally.” Media, we suck...
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AFI's Top 100
So I decided to watch all 100 films that AFI deem to be the best. There are two list, one from 1998 and one from 2007. I am going to watch all of the films that appear on both since some of the films from the earlier list got knocked off. Tomorrow I am going to the library and renting:
- Ben-Hur - Yankee Doodle Dandy - Toy Story (which I own)
I think I might do very small reviews of each one on...
Currently thinking about saving up and just flying out to England next spring and visit my pen pal.
#PenPalMike - 13 Years of Written Friendship
So when I was about 9 years old, in class we were to draw names out of a hat. I got Mike. I got his profile from my teacher and I quickly found out that Mike was 11 years old and lived in the UK. I was to be his new pen pal. So we sat down in class and for 30 minutes (or something that felt really long to my 9 year old self), I wrote him a letter. I asked him all about his country. Then I put the...
Tomorrow’s the big day. I haven’t really been thinking about the tests and such, but now that I am home from my pretty awesome day, I can’t NOT think about it.
littledrummerginge-deactivated2 asked: did you read no safety in numbers? what'd you think? I'm trying to find people who've also read it, I actually started and finished it today..
July 2012
31 posts
YESSSS! I’m watching Bunheads last week and the girl just walked into a room where a book club was talking and when she found out they were discussing 50 Shades of Grey, she said, “Great. Sorry to interrupt the end of literature as we know it.”
One of the people I follow on here posted a lot of things about Moonrise Kingdom. I cannot believe how much I loved that film! I’m so mad more of you haven’t seen it. This film better win some freaking Oscars. I have seen it four times already. One of those times it was legal.
“Suzy, I love you, but you have no idea what you’re talking about.” - Sam
Note: I told my boss what was going on so she would know and she told two people. One of them is the biggest gossip in the world and now all of my coworkers know. No one was to know except my mother and about three best friends who I couldn’t keep anything from.
My coworker/friend asked me tonight, “What if it is cancer and you loose all your hair?” I had to walk away and go sit on the back steps and cry my eyes out. My other coworker yelled at her, though. She was going to say that if I do, she will shave her head for me.
I can’t afford to think like this. I don’t know what I have yet. I don’t want to sit around and think...
My “no title dude” is coming over and I am about to open these bottles and just drink. I got some bad news today and I can’t deal with it. He wants to come over to make sure I’m okay.
You know what? I’m not. Every time I saw my family or friends, I kept it together. No tears. I can’t cry because I don’t want them to know I am scared. I need to keep a...
If my name and the word cancer get put together one more time today, I’m going to explode.
Thank you all for the prayers, love, and support you’ve been giving me. I am not sure when I am getting my biopsy done but I will sure to let you all know. Whatever it is that I have, I’m going to kick its butt.
The Sims
I got a new Mac computer that I’ve been saving for, plus I got a new laptop not that long ago. I’m all super excited for both of them and today I am redownloading my Sims games onto them.
I’ve been playing The Sims since it had just come out. I still have ALL of them. Sims 2 as well.
I’m so excited to play them on Mac! I know what I will be doing tonight. :)
Bunheads
Michelle: Wait, what are you looking... A-ha! Hello Moon Doggie. [love the Gidget reference btw]
Sasha: Would you stop being so obvious? Turn around!
Michelle: Okay... Who is he?
Sasha: His name is Gudot.
Michelle: So you're all waiting for Gudot?
*all stare blankly*
Michelle: You're so lucky you have fries.
Collection
I collect mugs and I lost half of them when I was little because of the move from New Jersey to Indiana. We lost four boxes that were mine and my brother’s. So I stopped collecting until recently. I’m going to post a few pics of them on here, though. ENJOY!
